I’ve not been in the mood to write… Sounds lame I know… But, it’s just how I’ve been feeling for sometime now. It’s been a month and a half since I returned and I don’t quite know what to do with myself. Sure, I make plans to meet friends and read as much and go places, but writing has always been a big part of my life and when I’m not writing, something is definitely not right.
I had the most peaceful three months while I was away. The most peaceful I’ve had on over three years. It’s a sad thing to say but it’s also the sad truth. It also sprung the idea of my next article to the local newspaper – What They Don’t Tell You About Marriage. Trust me, people don’t tell you A LOT of things!!!!!
I thought I’d get e first paragraph sorted somehow today, call myself productive at least in some way for today. I’ve also been focusing a lot on my little home businesses and how to grow them in ways I can manage. I supply bath and body items to a baby store and I’ve also picked up doodling and sketching a bit so there’s a hit of progress I suppose. As for on a very personal note, I don’t quite know what I’m doing….
Some things in life are going to end. I’m sure of that now because I can’t deal with the bullshit any longer. I’m tired, I’m unhappy and I value my life and so I want to change things around… I want to make living worthwhile and so some things in life are going to end and pave the way for new beginnings. I need to do this for myself. Yes, I’m being selfish but it is my life after all isn’t it? If I don’t value it, then what’s the point?
Well… There you have it, just a little update on what’s been going on… And hopefully a reminder to myself that I should continue to write and keep this blog updated. I don’t know many of you (if at all, all of you) but thank you for the silent support and encouragement. I’ve needed it and I appreciate it very much.